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[08 Dec 2009|12:11pm] |
quit my job. next week i'll be home for the month to try to pick up shifts at stonewood.
i hope it's worth it.
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[26 Oct 2009|03:28pm] |
EX-BOYFRIENDS ARE WACK AND SO ARE MOST DUDES IN GENERAL.
PLEASE LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE, I'M WAY TOO BUSY WITH IMPORTANT SHIT AND I DON'T WANT OR NEED THE NEGATIVITY. I WILL FUCKING RIP YOUR HEAD OFF.
school and work are going well
fuck these ho's
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[18 Aug 2009|08:15pm] |
I HATE LIQUOR AND DUMB BITCHES
ps: i'm ready to get the fuck out of naples and back home
even though its going to be so fucking hard to leave jay.
i just can't be around these people anymore.
especially considering i haven't even been here for a month and i already want to kill myself.
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[20 Jul 2009|06:50pm] |
last week of this bullshit liberal class (hopefully)
jackies birthdays saturday!
we move in on sunday!
my parents come up this weekend!
and then JAY WILL BE HERE ON THE 30TH!!! <3
i cant waitttttttttt
i definitely need to relieve my stress. haha, anyway possible.
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[12 Jul 2009|11:11pm] |
my brothers came to see my this weekend
my parents are coming up this coming weekend (!!)
jackie & i got an apartment that we will be moving into on the 26th (!!!)
and jays coming up at the end of the month to hang out & return home with me <33
i really need to do well on my exam tuesday so i can finish class early and get the fug outta here
i ate so much today, i got the itis
deh life, is good
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[30 Jun 2009|05:08pm] |
im sick of this fucking dorm
and how it smells
and how my personal belongings smell like it
and how central housing keeps acting like its NO BIGGIE telling people OH YA THE ROOMS AVAILABLE FOR YOU TO MOVE IN for stupid little kids who don't like their roommates
SUCK MY FUCKING DICK, I DON'T CARE. DO NOT INVADE MY PERSONAL SPACE WHEN I ALREADY HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE SMELL, PLUS ROACHES ON A DAILY BASIS.
i am about ready to break someone's fucking face if i have to deal with this anymore.
i just want out.
FUCK.
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[28 Jun 2009|10:43pm] |
all i want is
the truth
and my best friends
all i need is
my family. badly.
ihatethis
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[27 Jun 2009|01:19pm] |
you move away and you grow up and you learn that there is a reason why you leave people behind.
it's because you don't need them, or their bullshit.
i thought that i was pretty good about choosing people to trust wisely.
but i guess even the most determined mind can still make mistakes.
i guess i'm still human.
and i guess that people will still fucking suck no matter what, no matter which way you look at it.
every where you go, there's going to be people.
and 95% of them will just let you down and watch you fall.
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[24 Jun 2009|10:43pm] |
words cannot express how happy i am to know that i was right...!
you can't trick me anymore,
you got what you wanted & everyone saw.
but i know how you enjoy a good show, after all.
naples was a lot of fun, signe and jay went out of their way and we partied pretty crucial for my birthday.. it was tons of fun and lots of randoms showed up, but all in all it was people i wanted to see
so back to school, this class seems pretty alright. my teacher is super informal, laid back & young and i've only heard good things about her, so i'm pretty excited.
the only downside is that my class is full of freshman, and i hate hearing their stupid highschool chitter-chatter bullshit in my ear when i'm trying to get my moneys worth in education.
momms and popps are coming up the weekend of the 18th to help me look for an apartment! i'm really excited.. it'd be nice to meet someone so i could have a roommate and not pay as much money, but i'm so particular when it comes to my personal environment it would take me forever to find someone i could clique with.
all in all, life is good & i'm happy and i'm excited for my leg to heal so i can start exercising again and drop this "naples weight" i put on from drinking.. maybe it's all in my head though, but it's never a bad thing to be healthy.
ps: i got new ink, check the myspace ;) it's fucking beautiful, but only the best for my family.
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[13 Jun 2009|02:02pm] |
its pouring here
been doing a lot of running on the beach lately
its nice
im really excited to go home for my birthday
and be with people i really know care about me, that i can make a complete ass out of myself around and not have to apologize
thats one thing i miss about home. my real friends.
its okay. i'm making some here, but i mostly just hang out with jackie. we always have fun no matter what
i guess theres kind of been a lot on my mind lately.. im glad that dana was around to ask me how i was really doing. no one has asked me that in a while. i guess there was a lot of things going through my head i didn't even realize until i had someone who actually wanted to ask questions and listen. i'm excited to see her
well, i'll be 20 in a week.
my last essay is due monday, and my final is wednesday.
i really hope i make an A out of this class. i've worked hard. now i just have to keep it up.
i guess i get a little homesick sometimes..
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[10 Jun 2009|11:39pm] |
got another A!
today jackie and i walked 100 blocks. 50 of which were on the beach, and my feet are now covered in blisters..
ugh it's killing me. i can barely walk.
but.. spinning tomorrow. so i'm hoping that a day of rest will have me able to do that
cus i reaaaally want to look good for my birthday, and be in awesome shape by the end of the summer. goal.
while we were walking we heard a woman scream bloody murder the next street over.. avoiding to be a statistic in the bystander effect, we walked over to the next street
evidently some nig held a woman at gunpoint and stole her purse..
needless to say, we had pepper spray in our hands the whole way home as well as eyes on the back of our heads. it was nerve wracking.
finals are next week, then home. i'm excited, mostly to see my parents and eat some home-cooked hamburgers, ha.
well im pretty blitzed and this wasn't supposed to be this long
so goodnight, i'm officially drained.
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[08 Jun 2009|04:57pm] |
didnt see that coming..
classes are over next week & it's back to naples to see my lovers and friends, and celebrate the fuck out of my 20th birthday on the 20th. its my golden year
yee!
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[04 Jun 2009|11:28pm] |
my legs are killing me.
been riding bikes on the beach lately, its nice and such a good work out.
now that i've bought all this delicious food, all i want to do is eat it.. that wont help.
maybe gainesville this weekend?
tequila no more..unless it's patron. hawhaw
ALRIGHT fuck this im going to bed
i cant wait for my birthday!! two weeks!
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[28 May 2009|01:02pm] |
all A's so far
got to naples last night
lots of things to do
mommy made me foooood!
clothes!!
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[27 May 2009|01:09pm] |
got an A+ on my first paper!
thanks scripts!
nap-lays tonight.
buncha shit to doooooo but i cant wait to see my kiddies!! yay!! friends!
hey, at least i might have finally made some up here, right? hah.
yee yee yee, pickin up alex in gainesville, zooted wooted, cheez its & jackie's dogg
haha, what?
time for a mini vacay! even though i had one last week..
memorial day was the shit. huge ass slip and slide, met some nice people
ANYHWAY time to go. poolside with samantha for a little, then home to shower, pack, and make a 6 hour drive!
btw: naples, please dont suck as hard as you usually do while i'm down.
PEAZ
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[23 May 2009|12:52pm] |
most sorority girls suck at life and remind me of bitches in high school
some frat guys are pretty funny & actually nice?
and last night was fun.
mission accomplished
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[17 May 2009|12:22pm] |
I used to think that I knew
My way around this town
But I'm always getting lost
Since you're not around
I never thought that I would say this
But I miss my mom
Even though for all those years
We didn't get along
And when I stop to think about it
I guess we were the same
Too stubborn to apologize
Too filled up on rage
I wish she felt young again
When everything was new
When her father held her hand
And said, "There's nothing you can't do"
And then I woke up to a phone call
Right On Christmas day
It said, "Your grandmother is dying
In a painful way
Her lungs are filling up with fluid
Even as we speak
The doctor said that if she's lucky
She'll make it 'til next week"
I had one last chance to see her
Right before I moved
But I didn't end up going
I used some lame excuse
I hope that shes not scared
Lying there alone
I hope she hears her husbands voice
Telling her she's coming home
It's just Sleepy California
But I just hope they know
It's just Sleepy California
How much I really care
It's just Sleepy California
How I want the best for them
It's just Sleepy California
Even though I'm hardly there
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[15 May 2009|03:47am] |
its 4 am. im exhausted.
but excited.
and scared.
and anxious..
but happy?
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[14 May 2009|11:48am] |
so, i had night terrors all night..
from getting cheated on with fat bitches who used to be my friends, to highschool prom, to people who used to be in my life publishing damaging things about me in the newspaper, front page.
i called my mom right away and she told me it's just my insecurities since i'm gone now. about the past and about how i'm scared people might treat me while i'm gone. i guess it makes sense.
shit, even my ex-boyfriend from 6th grade was in it.. i punched him in the face and told him his pants made him look gay and he said "i know."
then i had to drive in a car with bad brakes that was filled with rolls of toilet paper we had to tie?
there was also mass chaos inside the apartment complex i lived in.. i think i was thinking of positano.
either way, i woke up and my whole body was numb. it was weird. but often times i've heard that when you dream of things like that, it's the complete opposite. we'll see, though.
samantha introduced me to this place called yogaberry yesterday. it was delicious.
tony leaves for peru with kathleen on friday.. jackie's going to philly..
so i might go to orlando with samantha? maybe see brian.
hmm but i guess today consists of heading over to samantha's to try and work out, do some reading on the beach, make some cocktails and just chill out.. later i might go out and MAYBE EVEN MEET PEOPLE? haha
well i have a good feeling about this.. it gets a little easier every day. just a little.
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[12 May 2009|09:19pm] |
scratch that. i actually have bats in my walls. that's pretty cool though.
orlando this weekend?
everyone's keeping me pretty busy
so no complaints yet.
got my parking situated, too bad i have to wake up all early just to get a daily permit for the next 6 days.
went to the mellow mushroom with my cousin and he HOOKED me up. i mean like dayum
i'll be home in two weeks to talk about stabbing people in the eyeballs with stilettos.
i guess i'm missing out on game night downstairs. it's okay, it just looks like a bunch of chads standing around drinking coke.
ha!
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